The embryo transfer went well this morning. Three embryos were implanted, all of which "looked good", according to our doctor. So, I have three little embryos in my uterus right now, just needing to grow and develop. Could we have triplets? Of course, there's a chance. But, somehow I doubt it. We are praying for God's will - we want one baby but would take whatever God gives us. We will still do daily progesterone injections until we know whether or not I'm pregnant. I will take a pregnancy test on May 16th, so just over a week of waiting.
No matter what the outcome, I feel like God has stretched me and refined me in many ways. I feel like my heart has opened up in ways that have been shut off for a long time. I tend to put walls up around me to protect myself from hurt, but this process has taken my walls down. I feel free to hope and be optimistic, knowing God could still decide not to allow us to get pregnant. That's okay. I would rather be open and hopeful than closed and pessimistic.
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